They says the scariest things in life are the things you don�t see...
2001-01-09 - 09:56:24
I try to look at the good things.
Not looking for them,
Actively
But looking at them
Simply seeing them
As they are
And it all crumbles
When I realize
I�ve just ckocked down
another dimebag of
�shit happens�
They wear white coats
And have wild eyes
Just like me
I have my health
For the most part
I�m thankful
To have my body intact
As for my mind
I�m not quite sure...
I try to look at the good things
The doctors say I�m
Getting worse.
They says all the good guys are taken er gay. What they don�t mention is what they were taken by...bets are on suicide. The prospect of having a stick jammed up my ass is looking better all the time...So I�m all balled up in the corner, thinking myself to death. That�s what you do, when it hurts like sulfur to cry, and just wanna die.
This diary stops now. I might pick it up again sometime when I feel like myself. Chances are, that�ll never happen again.
